This year has been a tough one for my feet. It all started with a stress fracture from a hike back in March, and subsequent false starts where in I'd think it'd healed, only to go back and wait it out on bleachers. Just when that seemed to be done with, my other foot ran into some major snags that required more attention, details which at this point are of little consequence. The end result is that it basically threw my entire physical routine in a tizzy. It got bad enough that I had to withdraw from the Long Beach Open, quit any kind of foot-based cardio including ellipticals and steppers.
My workout schedule, for the most part has remained unchanged for a couple of years. Working out three-four times during the week, combined with a weekend's worth of Tennis with the occasional hike and kayaking thrown in the middle. I'll admit that CallFire's had been making that three-four times down to two-to-three. Regardless, I still lead a pretty active schedule and almost everything I indulged in required the strenuous use of my feet. The lack of cardio wasn't doing my health any good, and foot-based options nil.
It was then I decided to retake swimming--the sport to which I never quite warmed up. My experience until then had been limited to neighborhood recreational pools and for reasons other than exercise. It was then no surprise that I was horribly out-of-shape and out-of-form when swimming in a regulation pool. Not only could I not finish one lap in one go, the wake left by my actions would have made a trawler proud. However, with no other sport to turn back to, I was forced keep chugging. I went to doubling my laps per hour in about two months. More importantly, I began to enjoy swimming and love the hour of complete disassociation.
I know what I faced is trivial compared to the things some of the people I know and read about. General Wesley Clark, for instance, loves swimming because he lost major chunks of his foot in the Vietnam war. Yet, the personal nature of these setbacks have taught me lessons that, quite honestly, could only be learned the hard way. If I hadn't the back-to-back foot problems, and used that opportunity to pick up another sport, I'd never have experienced the lesson that learning a new sport brings. When I'm running on the treadmill I use the TV and my ipod to create a chaotic environment that allows me to forget the burn in my lungs and the rote nature of my actions. When I'm playing tennis, my play is influenced significantly by the person on the other side of the net and the point gets close, I stick to plays I know, to what I know will help me win--whether it works or not. Swimming on the other hand, accords none of these distractions. First, I'm thoroughly incompetent in the pool, so unlike Tennis there's not comfort zone. Unlike running there's no induced ADD that allows me to forget that I'm running short on air, or silence that voice in my head that tries to distract me by replaying the events from the day. I just have to focus on completing the lap, one stroke at a time, and whenever I do lose concentration, it's self evident.
I hope to get back on my feet soon, and back to running and playing Tennis, but I don't think I'll ever give up Swimming, not because I've gotten better at it, but because I've come to enjoy it, the fear of coming across as a fool has been long been replaced by the exhilaration of learning. The implicit understanding that yes, I will suck at it but if I can keep at it I will do better today than I did yesterday, that's a good thing and that's life.
Quote of the Day
When you learn a sport, you go through the cycle of humility. You learn about yourself.
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